And every sip's moving through my eyes and up into my brain.

I haven't really made any girl friends here.  And it's really starting to get to me.  Especially since it's finally beautiful outside, after winter being hell, and I have no one to go with me while I photograph things.  Well, I had made one girl friend here but then I ended that friendship.  She was too needy and I didn't wanna get dragged into the poor excuse of a life she had made for herself.  So I'm glad I did it, but I probably haven't made friends since I did that.  Karma's a bitch.  I'm very cool once someone gets to know me, but I still have social anxiety and it's hard to just make friends.  I talk to many more guys than girls, since I work with all guys, but I feel intimidated by girls for some reason.  I'm such a headcase.